happy birthday,Jesus.

merry christmas.

one of my favorite songs by the Rachel and Finn.

is it wrong of me to feel this way?

surprise.

Today,I received a msg from Betty asking me if I'm at home because she wanna call me to tell me something. One hour later I replied her saying that I'm at home. After a few mins,someone rang the door bell and my maid told me that my friend is here. I didn't believe her until I saw Betty outside!! Betty came all the way just to pass me two things.

Betty made this for me!

Love this card!!!
Thank you, Lesxin, Betty, Danielle, Huijean, Hannah, Xue Er, 99, Syifaa, Ruey, Shau, Gabriel, Calvin,  Bryan and Jian Tatt! <3
I don't know if I can hang this up in my new room though....
my mom would kill me she she read what Betty wrote. Lol >_< 

伤日快乐~

"Oi meow meow. Go thank your mother now!!! For giving birth such a small little girl with a super big heart. You wont be here if your daddy's sperm and your mommy's ovum never combine~ Sorry for making you heartbroken as I can't spend my time with you tomorrow. There's someone whos more important is waiting for me HAHAHAH but... I wanna ask, WHALE YOU MARRY ME?? And ride motorcycle with me go bersiar-siar? I know u will la. Make sure the engagement ring still with you!! Before I go, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! AND MAKE SURE U SMILE WHEN U READ THIS not sittin at the corner & look at the wall ah!! Love you as always XOXO see you soon*** "

"Oops i forgot that u cant even ride a bike. We shall just sit tricycle k. HAHAHA cheap and safe. Eh...... I cant find mine... Lol i remember i put it on the table!!! I will find it tomorrow.... *guilty face* "

The first msg made me smile and heartbroken at the same time...
Why ask me to marry you when you already have someone more important than me?! Playboy!!

smile :)

This post is for Lesxin.

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"this love is difficult , but it's real

don't be afraid , we'll make it out of this mess"

it's playing on repeat ~

tired.

- I'm so emotionally exhausted and tired of life and its disappointments.